I bet you all are pretty bored with my academical stress by now, but nonetheless, I will bother you just a little bit more. If it makes you feel better, this is not only about subjects and neurosi (neurosises?).

Anyway, I caught up with my reading plan on Sunday, so in other words I am exactly on schedule. That is very good to know. I feel at lot less stressed now. I still think I'll fail maths, but that is an entirely different matter.

I have a forelesningscrush*. He is cute an reminds me a bit of a young and pretty Keanu Reeves. Settling my mind for a forelesningscrush and that alone, I had fun watching him in maths when the matrix gets too confusing. (OMG is it a coincidence that we have matrixes when he looks like keanu? Probably) When he one day talked to me, however, this is what happened:

YOUNG PRETTY KEANU REEVES: Umm which study group are you on?
AYNA: *weird strangled noise*
AYNA: Er...
AYNA: Ahahahahahaaaa! *breaks out sweat*
INSIDE AYNA'S HEAD: PANIC! PANIC! IIIIUUUUUIIIIIIUUUUUUIIII! HE IS NOT SUPPOSED TO TALK TO US! WHAT IS HE DOING!?
YPKR: ...
AYNA: HEh, I REALLY DON'T know, you know, but I have it all here, hehe, wait let me check. I think I might be the second. Ummm, you know we should really get like a tattoo, you know, with all the informations on our time tables like on our arm or something... *more meaningless babbling*
YPKR: okay, I just wondered if you knew if there was any study groups today.
AYNA: *weird strangled noise*
AYNA: Er...
AYNA: Ahahahahahaaaa! *breaks out sweat*
INSIDE AYNA'S HEAD: PANIC! PANIC! IIIIUUUUUIIIIIIUUUUUUIIII!
YPKR: ...
AYNA: HEh, I REAllY DoN'T know, you know, but I have it all here, hehe, wait let me check. I don't think there is, but then again you shouldn't trust me, a new student who doesn't know her left from her right... haha, no just kidding. Uhh... *more meaningless babbling*
YPKR: o_0
AYNA: ... *gives excusing looks*
YPKR: leaves, never to look at AYNA again.

What is this? I know how to talk to boys. Apparently not this one. Because I did not expect him to talk to me. Anyway since practically nil is going on in my love life at the moment (she said not quite without bitterness) I have to make my own fun and excitement. And since NOBODY pays attention to me as of late, I get overexcited when someone finally does. Even if it's for something as simple and everydayish as by asking me what sudy group I'm in.

And since you stuck eith me till the end of this post, I give you one special treat







*For elaboration please go to According to Julie and search through her blog. I think she wrote it down somewhere. I just am too tired and lazy (and busy, oh yes) to do it.